Asking for What You Deserve

It was at a Gloria Jean's. We had a blueberry cheesecake and iced mocha to share -- not that these details were important. There were other important things, like the imminent sob-fest I was entering. "T", I began. "I really think I'm going to fail." The last word came out in a ragged breath, leaving my lips…

An Unorthodox Take on Taking the Risk

When someone tells you to take the risk, you usually take it seriously and think: What do you need to do more to step out of your comfort zone, what you need to push to redefine the limits you have set for yourself. I've learnt that taking the risk can also mean stepping back and closing certain doors.…

Upon Closer Inspection

There's a jacket tossed over her knees, but her knees still feel the bump-and-grind of the table, the underbelly of its cold surface, gliding across her thighs. The fleece of the jacket isn't enough to prevent that squeamish feeling. She knows that there are wars and famine and military violations; heroes stripped of dignity because…

New Coat of Paint

Outer order contributes to inner calm -- Gretchen Rubin I know understand why they say that having a messy desk is the key to some form of disorganised, chaotic, downward spiral of a downfall - because we human beings understand the world we live in by windows - our own eyes, our own sight -…

A Shut Down Necessary

I'm feeling the lowest I've ever been since...my last worst-I've-ever-been, and that's because I kind of have been neglecting the idea of taking measures to not neglect my mental health. Ooh. Double negatives and double negligence. That can never be good.

Un-Mask Monday

“Happiness is not the absence of problems, it's the ability to deal with them.” The above quote featured against a zen backdrop of a koi pond on my Momentum dash. I was most obliged and intrigued to save this quote (by "Unknown") because of the immediate disagreement I had with it. Why is happiness defined by your…

MENTAL STORMS

What exactly is a 'mental storm'? This question surfaced in my mind three hours ago when I was listening to MENTAL STORMS from the ENFJ album (LEW, 2018). Everything about this song was magical and perfect - from the strumming, to the vocals and the poignant chords matched with poetic lyrics. The term 'mental storms'…